Do you ever have that, what are we doing here, moment? I guess its the meaning of life debate that goes on. I think I'm having it. I look at my life, which I know could be so much worse, and just feel what am I doing and whats the point? I really am at sea at the moment, totally lost. What a bummer! Maybe its a midlife crisis, don't feel I have achieved anything apart from my fantastic children, can't work much due to my illness and therefore don't have the amount of money to make life easier. I know it doesn't all come down to money, but sometimes you know, it does.
I know I still miss my Dad loads, we had so much in common and his death sent me adrift.
Do you know? Think I will have a cup of tea, stiff upper lip and all that. Just feel fed up of blogging depressive feelings, but it is a release. Oh bollocks, am heading for the kettle!
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