I don't want to moan, or do I? I am so fed up of the weather at the moment. Taking my dog out for his walk is now a chore instead of something pleasureable. Luckily he felt the same way today and was happy to head off home. Normally I have to wait for him to sniff every blade of grass but today he was ahead of me, unheard of! Walls are tumbling at the rate of knots, the well established tree in our neighbours garden is down, our gate and the neighbour on the other sides gate have succumbed. And most of all, I am cold. Think I mentioned this before, but its affecting my body, making me stiff and achey. I think I should have hibernated this year.
I can't imagine how the homeless are faring, and I feel sorry for our postlady who arrives dripping and windswept every day without fail. Worried about my daughter going on an activity week for college next week. They have to do some volunteer work too, maybe they can rig up wind and rain protectors!
Talking about worrying, I seem to be doing a lot of it lately. I feel my shoulders are very heavy. Everywhere you go people need help, animals need help, and I am beginning to feel overwhelmed. Daft because I know I can't help every living thing, and hundreds of people do stirling work with aid. I keep telling myself I can't and don't need to do it all. Facebook is part of the culprit. There seems to be more animal charity posts and petitions to sign, and as I prefer animals to people, it gets to me. Maybe I should readjust my settings. In fact, instead of ending with a cuppa I will go to FB and do that.
I worry about my children, my son is getting married in a few months, can he afford it, are they coping, buy him some food to take back after his visit. My daughter wants to learn to drive, she can't afford it, only just managing to pay her rent and bills atm. Other daughter, activity week next week, the weather is awful, will she be warm enough, will she be safe. Son, having his head shaved, my baby, I know it will grow back, but what we he look like, will he be teased, will he be warm! Not even gonna start on the husband and his health! Think I need time out, hibernation really does sound good!
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