Unexpected call to arms today in the form of a phone call from work this morning requesting my presence as one of the nurses had left a message to say she was sick and couldn't come in. Obviously I didn't want to go , but it was a chance for me to give something back for a change. I knew there was a chance that Christine would be able to cover for me tomorrow or Wednesday too, so I wouldn't end up doing more hours and knackering myself even further.
Still got that not well feeling, we shall say no more.
Had a bit of a miss you Dad moment whilst serving tea tonight. I cooked the joint in a casserole dish and there was a lot of meat juice produced. I looked at it and thought I must save some for Dad. Clunk, reality hit with the tears. I miss him and am lonely without him, but I usually manage to successfully lock the feelings away. Stupid little things have the ability to sneak in and punch you in the heart! Last time it was toothpaste during a cpd session at work. Crazy.
Piggies are still fighting, spring must be in the air for them at least. Beginning to wonder if I should have just bought one more instead of two. Three is very obviously a crowd in my garden. Do I find one a new home, or get yet another one to try and even things up a bit? There will always be the lowest of the pack so I may well find a whole gardenful of piggies won't cure the problem! Watch this space! Maybe a couple of sows ............
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